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Rising and Falling, Sun and Earth, Bright and Dim, etc.
04/23/07

A triple punch post delivering poetry, photos, and an essay. Also it responds to two Haiku prompts from One Deep Breath and answers yet one more interview question from Atypical at Nonsensical Text. Turns out it's all about the sunrise and sunset and greenery type stuff.

First the Haiku's because they lead into my answer to Atypical's question.

Energy in Mass

Mountain wrapped up
Energies glowing, fading
Fires my soul in awe.


Earth's Day

Human throws up dirt
Sun heats up our dirt-filled air
Earth swelters away.


Atypical asks:
2. What emotions are evoked in you by sunrises and sunsets? Are they vastly different experiences to your internal and external senses?

Have you been going through my photography archives? Hmm, no, actually to see my sunset images you would have to go to my old gallery at Betterphoto.com -- something I plan to fix. I even have a meme that I plan to use to my own devices in order to accomplish this. I know -- a completely unexpected behavior from me.

Sunrise is something I saw very little of until this year -- first, because I tend to avoid getting up that early and, second, because ... well ... this use to be my tag line: "I deeply resent living in a place where man's handiwork is striving to blot out my ability to see God's glory in His creation." In other words, there was no point in getting up early to see the sunrise unless I was also willing to dress and drive and be disappointed by a limited view. Such is city life.

This year, God has blessed me with eight months of sunrises over a beautiful patch of the Great Swamp and, during the last five years, at least six months each year have been filled with sunsets. So, because of this, I can actually do a compare and contrast.

They are hugely different. My attempts to photograph them has caused me to be more focused on when and where and how the light plays. And do you know that God's creation loves light like crystals love light? It's true. The flora and fauna, the water and air, all work together to play with light's nuances. And in general, I think I love summer best because the light plays longer with the creation.

As to how they affect my attitudes and feelings, well, I've been quite surprised to find that my mind clicks on when the sun comes up -- and I can see it come up, which is rather often here. The mornings are often my most creative time. Because the sun comes up so softly, I feel myself kind of easing into the day when I allow myself to just be still and enjoy the gearing up process. Yes, I very well know that this is a luxury that is not allowed so much during the mothering years, so tuck it into your "I'm looking forward to this..." folder ... or get up realllly early on a few summer mornings and try it out.

Sunsets ... oh goodness ... now let me tell you something. I know the far left-wing weirdos are trying to turn this "global warming" thing into a platform for all manner of weirdness ... and then the far right-wing is trying to say that it's all in God's hands uhhh and we're just channeling out whatever is going to happen. But both sides are full of malarkey ...

The truth is in the middle. God is calling us to be stewards of His creation. Proper stewards do not fill the air so full of dirt and pollutants that it is dangerous to breathe.

Lets grasp hold of something that is real, and true, and now. The real truth, right this minute, is that in large cities we should not be breathing the air.

Ok. ok. Really. This has everything to do with sunsets. The sunsets up here, away from NYC, tend to be soft and gentle. I watch the sun tilt and play with the grasses and trees and hills. Usually, the sky reveals incredible blues and soft pastels. It is very different from the fiery sunsets back home. I could pass this off as the difference between being in the north and the south. In some ways it is. I'm sure latitude does play some part ... but ...

One of the longest, most color-filled sunsets I ever observed was in the desert when VioletKey and I went on our road trip. Guess what is naturally up in the air in the desert? Dirt. Yes. Really! Dirt. Remember God's creation loves light like crystals do? Dirt is full of reflectors.

In Texas, I sat on the east side of a lake that marked the demarcation line between "city and city wannabes" and "the country." My side of the lake was actually greener. They said it was due to "lake effects." Anyway, there was nothing between me and the sunset but the lake and a thin, distant horizon filled with man's buildings. But sunset revealed one other incredible thing. The Dallas air tended to stay on the west side of the lake and it could turn the sunset into a spectacular show of intense color. I will just have to show you the photos.

As much as I found this color show to be amazing, breath taking, awe inspiring, I found it equally disturbing. I found it even more disturbing when someone off-handedly mentioned that the sunsets over that lake rivaled the sunsets near Mexico City. We all know how bad the pollution there is and how long it's been a problem.

So, in a big picture way, sunsets remind me of God's grief. I don't think He is so happy with our determination to hide and destroy His creation. He's gonna let us because we are its caretakers. But that doesn't mean that the destruction of His creation in this manner is what His original goal and desire was.

On a daily basis, I have come to look at sunsets as an opportunity to purposefully shift my mindset and activities. This is to say ... I see it as an opportunity and the shift does automatically happen in one way or another ... but sometimes I grab hold of the opportunity and purposefully shift -- usually this is a much better thing.

Atypical's excellent blog is Nonsensical Text. Her interview questions have given me much to write and think about. I still have one more to answer.

Go read/see more poetry about Energy and Mass and about Earth Day

My Gallery at BetterPhoto.com (30 images many are sunset).
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DaughterV 04/24/07
Oh, I enjoyed reading that. The picture of the birds over the yellow water is great.

I do miss some of the colors seen in a Texas sunset even if its brought on by pollution.

The sunrise in Van Horn was pretty awesome as well.

In my limited observation sunrises seem softer in color than sunsets - at least here and unfortunately I am up early enough most days to see the sunrise.

~ I'm glad you enjoyed. I totally agree about the sunrises. ~ pam
Terri B. 04/24/07
You reminded me of all the gorgeous sunrises and sunsets that I saw growing up in Arizona. The sun comes up here in So-Cal by simply getting lighter as it tries to burn off the marine layer (usually by about noon). In the desert the sun comes up in a blaze of glory!

I will never forget learning that the absolutely stunning and colorful sunsets in the desert where I grew up in the 60s were a result of the nuclear tests taking place north of us in Nevada.

Have you thought of sending out interview questions to anyone else? If you are planning on doing this I'd be a willing party. I've been struggling to write lately (have you noticed?) so perhaps a little bit of prompting.

By the way, I love the way you've broken up your questions and answered them over time.

~ Wow ... we're all going to go into group roll-playing now and pretend that the nuclear testing only put the desert sands up into the air.

I had forgotten about the sunrise in Van Horn until V mentioned it. And now you're saying that the desert sunrises are beautiful all the time. ... Maybe I will winter in the desert some time.

Sure, I'll think up interview questions. I was just thinking about that while I worked on this post. I haven't offered to provide any interview questions. So if there's anyone else ... speak up.

You know atypical supposedly came up with these questions on an "off" sort of day. If she had thought up questions on an extra-alert day, we'd be reading my responses for an entire year.

I've discovered that long posts overwhelm people ... for many obvious reasons. So, I had two choices: short-change atypical or break up the pay out. I've enjoyed letting go of her answers in smaller streams rather than a flood.
~pam
atypical 04/24/07
slow, slow, slow....I am so very slow.

I love this post!

I hope to comment in more depth soon. The fallout of spring rec sports and attempting to actually accomplish a few of the day to day responsibilities around here has created a whole backlog of thoughts on my Really Must Find Time to Comment list.

~atypical, frankly i think we're all in the throws of spring fever and the onslaught of spring's activities. I don't think anyone has time to fret over the slow comments and posts. So, when you get to ... ya get to. And we will still enjoy each other ... it's not like we go stale and expire ... well ok maybe some people but not us. ~hugs! pam
Mary-LUE 04/25/07
Hey Pam... Those are amazing pictures. I think I've been more of a sunset gal, myself, having very rarely been conscious for a sunrise!

I think that I am usually stunned to silence when I am confronted with the beauty of God's creation. My mind and mouth are always moving, blah, blah, blah. When the wind clears out the pollution and I see the mountains pop out behind the hills, or a yes, smog-induced, orange and yellow streaked sunset, or I'm somewhere where the stars are able to shine, my mind slows down and I become mute.

~ I know what you mean! And so now, because of what you've said, I have to write the Sleeping with Bread that's been trying to take shape in the back of my mind for weeks! ~pam
Terri B. 04/25/07
Thinking about the colorful sunsets in the desert and the nuke testing in the 50s and 60s reminded me of a book. I'm not a big reader of environmental literature. I generally find it too extreme in view with a lot of "the sky is falling, the sky is falling" hysteria. I'm a bit more moderate in my views and reactions. Concerned yes, but hysterical no. But there is one environmentalist that I love to read. Her name is Terry Tempest Williams. Her writing is so poetic and she combines her environmental interest with such beautiful commentary on human relationships and community. She grew up in Utah and actually remembers seeing the flash (from quite a distance) of a nuke test when she was very very little. She was in the car at night with her family somewhere near the Utah/Nevada border when this happened. Anyway, her book "Refuge: An Unnatural History of Family and Place" really stunned me.

~ hmmm I wonder if I can get her book from the library. You know, I love it when you tell me about books! Thanks!

I agree. I can't get into the hysteria. But some use of good common sense would be nice.
~pam
Mike 05/02/07
Sunrise is my favorite time of day. It'w when I know I should start sleeping. :)

Nightowl Mike
http://somethingaboutparenting.typepad.com/


PS. I've started a photoblog at http://somethingaboutparenting.typepad.com/mike_leonen
Appreciate a visit and comments.

~ You hear that people? Mike's got something you can do until I find a way to focus ;~) ... Yes, I'll be over to see, too.

Psst, Mike, the kids will run circles around you if you don't sleep. Uh, actually, they can run you in circles more easily. ~pam
atypical 05/07/07
If you don't come out of hiding soon, I am going to have to send my rambunctiously adorable epileptic dog out in search - and he has a bad sense of direction!

~ hhhmmmmm welll mmmmmm uuuuhhh hmmmmmm ... ~pam
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